My little comedian

Yesterday began with a memorial service to say goodbye to a sweet little boy - Kyle Murray.  Long, long story and lots of history there and this mama's heart was shredded for his mom, Elizabeth.

I CANNOT FATHOM losing my child.  I have heard my mother say it a million times but now I GET IT.  Having Tristan has changed my outlook on life 100%.

Needless to say, after sobbing for about an hour, I cam home to change and I was attempting to use the restroom in private and Tristan just wanted in.

Mommy can I come in? Mama can we play football? Mommy, can I eat sugar? And finally I just said "PLEASE, I just need 5 minutes... it's been a hard morning "

Then I heard (in the tiniest voice ever) "Mama , do you want to build a snooooowman? Ride a bike around the haaaall?"

I immediately busted out laughing, flung through the door and hugged that child. He made me smile when I needed it most. Love this kid so much!!!

My own personal ball of happiness.